Dealing with a Different MIC

I Just dont know, I just go slow these days

i just feel i should do it to avoid mistakes

I know 

i am really new to ---this shit 

i list things 

yes to be perfect so that i dont misprint

but i though that i was really spontanious 

a maniac who got humor that really contagious

I lost it in wrong things i wount fly with small wings

i know that i just cant think,only one thing i'll be chating

why do I choke on the mic when i just have to speak

i never do so when i have rap verses to spit

cuz now i have people in the game longer than me???

or i had misperceptions that no ones stronger than me???

was i wrong ?? is it that i am really not the best??

you just said it,and now my brains are freely compressed??

I cant be breathing in rest,my life is stupid its a sillier test..

The mic is the same!! what i spit is a different content

this is not what i wanted!! but i'll get things to be sorted

my rhyme book is not retarded!!my pen is still not haunted!!

The mic makes me stronger,then why are my thoughts are aborted??